Monday, March 29, 2010

BENGANG + TENSION

I tod its olready over after d 'nite', but its turn x#*h@ZS damn it!
Just unfair (d feelings) y shud i face ol d things.. am i not gud enough?
dats rite! totally not! it just a ' PENGHINAAN' for me.. (even i noe, u don mean it)
but if d game follow d plan,it shud b perfect...but am i d one who makes d trouble?
It wasnt me!den y shud u blame me?n y shud i keep blaming myself...
y its ol happened... don u noe dat Im stress too? it makes me look totally FOOL!
i noe dat I have no rights to ' touching2 ' like dis way..but its hurting me so much!
Nobody noes..nobody feels...It so embarrasing.. I just cannot face it! can't do it anymore...
so terrible! 3days olready larh... y I keep crying olnite....

knaper aku slalu traser dgn keadaan eh... em... aku sgt tak berpuas hati... 3 hari ini, ati aku saket... setiap kali tingat ape y jadi... SUMPAH!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

yg yg's BUFDAY

today adalah my yg yg punyer bufday... sgt hepy.. (mcm bufday aku pulak)
may god bless u cyg...
nak Announce kat sini..
HAPPY BUFDAY
I LOVE U
hehe... wek2..
cyg sowee pasal 2 ari y lepas wat awk traser hati byk sgt..
nk jadi bende bek..tapi jd bende tak bek
seriously niat sy ikhlas n baek cyg...
tapi tak sangke sume jadi tak bes..
realize kan cyg...? d whole day truk sgt...
mcm2 perkare jadi..
mcm2 larh...
neway...sonok dapat men ngan joey n casper..
lovely sgt!
mesti bufday kali ni jadi ' d horibble bufday's celebration in ur life kan?'
sowee cyg... i da plan bek punyer for u..
tak sangke sume tu jadi... sangat2 tak sangka...
please to noe... dat i rely appreciate u cyg...
I do pentingkan u cyg... but wat was u said lasnite...ade btolnyer..
sometimes sy sedar, tapi terleka... so sowee...
sy slalu tak alert tuk pkare y besar...
tu la big comparison between us cyg...
remeh is mine..
bigger is u...
is it?
lets improve ourselves cyg... lets do better...
sowee.. sebab raised voice cyg... da tahap maksima da..
hehe...
at least...sume ponw kite da lepaskan kan cyg?
da luah kan...
thank u for choosing me to be ur lover.. thanx cyg...
semoga hari-hari awak menjadi lebih berharga dan gembira...
seperti mane saya saya raser gembira dan dihargai setiap maser...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Thought of the Day

My thought for today...ape eh..? ntah..haha
bercerita tentang ari y aku lalui (hari ni r)
in d morning..
- rushing y amat2..cos my brother suddenly saket prot..den aku y telambat..p la hang masuk toilet dlu..let me do d rest larh.. (start moto, panas engine, bukak lock) huh! aku pown dok waiting for him bout 10minutes...manyak lambat ini budak..! die lmbat, aku pown lmbat gak larh... sampai2 je..
aku: adik da lambat larh...
die: lift y lambat
(salahkan lift pulak)
aku: cepat r...
die: (sambil tgk jam) ok, kite tengok eh?
aku: ah sudah..nk bawak laju r tu..
die: aku kire smpai tige, tak nek tinggal!
aku: ngeng, aku y lmbat ngok!
at last.. die pecut laju nk mampus! ya tuhan..pjg lagi umur aku rupenyer... tesengih2 abg aku ni.. haha
sampai je kat office, big bos pun da smpai..
bos: who's gonna help me? I need guys ..
kak ida: ni ha..farid ade...
(fuh, selamat...takyah aku g ikut)
actually my big boss blanje breakfast to ol staff..so, cut cost gak larh... huhu..
NASI LEMAK SAMBAL SOTONG... die kate die y masak... (yeke bos...?) die gelak jer.. comey aku tengok.. abeh je bace yaasin sumepown beduyun-duyun datang nk makan... thanx En Kamal.. for d Nasi Lemak..hehe..
den, start wat keje.. faks letter to all NGO'S...alahai..ade 51 guests..ramai tol..mujur nurul tlong faks kan jugak.. thanx fwen... itu pown tak abeh lagi..penat r...

noon: lunch hour...kling!kling!kling! I went to d semua house.. looking for alas nikah.. bantal tu larh.. 1st shop offering me bout RM250 for 2pcs..(bantal 2,bantal kecik 2,kipas 2).. orite... move to the next store..beside je... em.. offering me bout RM140 wif 2bantal je.. (bebaloi ker) let me ask my yg 1st larh.. suddenly.... I saw.. veil! wah... veil y aku cari2 udah jumper... for ur information, susah gle nk cari veil ngan baju yang aku p bantai beli aritu.. tak matching! at last kat situ ade..tu pown very limited.. tapi baju tak siap lagi..tak leh men bli...takpelarh..ade rezeki ade la tu..
eh2..bos da msuk..da larh..nk continue faks mengfaks ni...tak abeh lagi dari tadi..
huhu..dadadididudu

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

YgYg's Day -~nak mai dah~

29th March 2010 - next 2 weeks
big boy punye bufday...
alorh... wat shud i do...?
keep thinking mastura...make it good..
make it forget others but NOT U..
em..should i cook something for him?
aiyaa...
tapi ape ya?
nope...
I plan to do something...but Im not sure whether it can b happen or not
depends on situation...
I realy wish for it...
just what you did to me...
seriously...
my dear sgtlarh fussy...
tapi fussy on choosing wat he like or dislike je larh..
terutame BARANG
so, I got problem there..
sebab slalunye ape y cantik dimata aku..
adalah last choice to him (huh)
but on certain things je lorh..
others = PERFECT
(even x sangat pun, he still improve his own self to make it look absolutely perfect)
at last..
I had decided to buy .... for him..
not too special but means a lot
~just need u to care of it~
~just need u to appreciate it~
~just need u to noe dat i Lurve u ~
it will be d perfect gift for u ever dear..
mood: keep thinking.. gud or not?

Ungkit Mengungkit

~Ungkitan~
aku tak suke orang mengungkit!
org y tak sedar die sebenarnyer mengungkit!
aku tak suke!
mengapa mengungkit kesalahan seseorang..?
mengapa tidak ditegur pada waktu die melakukan kesalahan..?
mengapa tidak dibetulkan ketika die melakukan kesalahan..?
mengapa tidak dinasihatkan masa die melakukan kesalahan..?
bukankah itu lebih bermakna..
mengapa bila timbul isu lain...
perkara yang lepas harus dibangkitkan..?
bukankan itu akan lebih memberatkan keadaan..?
mengapa harus ada perbandingan..?
adakah aku juga begitu..?
aku pun tak pasti.....
ataupun..pendapat aku ini salah..?
aku pun tak pasti.....
mood: not in a gud mud

Sunday, March 14, 2010

nasi goreng + telur dadar + nugget = sedap tak?

arini aku masak nasi goreng + telur dadar + nugget special tuk Mr Radin Mohd Hafiz.. wah.. dunno larh...whether its gud or not..delicious or horrible..neway da msuk dlm prot ygyg pown.. Arini mak ayah die g perlis (again!), bibik pulak cuti..n tade sape mau masak tuk die..silap2 makan kat lua je..ala..cam cian pulak.. so, aku decide tuk masak dinner tuk dier.. die kate sedap jer...tak tau la jage ati ke aper ker..hehe.. (bia btol2Larh)..
Malam tu tengah sibuk2 aku 'berlawan' kat dapor die pun mai da.. alahai..umah sepah ..abg aku bru blk..ngan barang2 hantaran dier..sepah toi! aku bio le die borak2 dlu.. sebab aku tak abeh masak lagi.. actually, I told him, dat Im going to cook "masak lemak prot" tapi aku telupe bli santan plak.. da lambat da.. takpe la...next time sy masak tu ok? sowee... da ciap2, aku pon pack.. kasi die bawa pulang... fuh..lege... hihi... so, tu je la kot tuk arini.. aku nak continue keje..
dadadididudu...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

saket mata...!

uwaa...! aku kene saket mate...
asek kene mc je... wugi r cik Kiah..
r...tensennyer....raser cam mate nak tekeluar da!
mami....................uwaaaaaaaa!